i am willing to be happy. that's all that i can say today. and, i am willing to truly live on but still hold my levi in my heart. I can't lewt him go, i can't fix "it". but, still, I can love him and wait to see his precious face again and to enhale his sweet, perfect scent.I'm not a quitter. I've tried to quit, but, i just don't know how! My husband is gone, i asked him to leave yesterday. I can't handle to fighting and insanity. I just can't. I do not know hat will happen, but i do know that i'm not ready to have him back. I do wonder if i'll ever be ready.no, it's not just his fault, but, i'm learning to stand my ground for the few things that i believe in. I have to stand up for something, we all do.I'm okay. I am. thank you all for your support. I sertainly have a journey, another journey, before me. But, tonight, i don't feel sorry for myself. I'm sick of self pitty for right now.L
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Good for you. There are times in our lives where we need to stand up for ourselves and be good to ourselves instead of everyone else. We are here for you, whenever you need us. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy
I am glad that you are not a quiter and you are going to be happy. I am so sorry that things are so bad right now for you and your hubby. You are in my prayers. LYL tonya
You have some change and soul searching ahead of you....and it will give you a chance to clear your head. You didn\'t have a good male role model in your life growing up and didn\'t help that you were w/a man who terrozied you at a young age. Maybe take some time and determine what it is you want in a male relationship...one that supports and resonates w/you. I haven\'t had the best role models of men, either, so we are like soul sisters in ths department. Choose you and take this new venture one day at a time. Maybe this space will do you good. If you choose to reconsiliate, that is an option, as maybe things will fall into place later, but maybe it\'s just time to choose you and find somoene who understands you. Best wishes. I\'m proud of your strength. No matter which path you choose, if it feels right, it\'s the right one for you. You\'re growing and changing. I have no doubt that you will fight for yourself/children and you\'ll make it. Bless you! I\'m here to chat! Get it out and out in the open! Lotza love, P XXXx
you should only do what makes you happy and always stand your ground, you are a very strong women.