Hello to everryone of my friends.....thank you for the hugs and messages! I'm not on very much, I can't be, I'm so dang busy. But, I miss you all and I so very much hope that you all are well. I'm feeling better, not normal, but better.Court is in July, but I'm getting stronger and I know that the Lord is on our side.Zachary is wonderful. I feel guilt still, he looks so much like Levi. Sometimes, my heart just aches while I hold him, it aches to reverse time and to feel my precious boy again as I am able to feel Zachary. Life can never be complete now, but healing does happen.I will write soon. I love my vriends and I haven't forgotten all of your love.
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thank you for writing.....you inspire me that life can go on.
I am glad that healing has begun. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
Holding him must be such a BITTER/SWEET feeling. You shouldn\'t feel guilt. It wasn\'t your choice, or your fault. Of course you are going to LOVE each baby you have. Im sure Levi wouldn\'t want it any other way. Hes looking over his little BRO! I miss you being here. But Im happy you are doing well, and healing some. Love u, Nichole