I am doing much better now.  I am staying put here on DS.  How could I leave behind people who love me so much!  Thanks for sticking it out with me.  Who knows, maybe this will be the last time I have to go through this bp mud??  xoxoxo

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I\'m glad! Just remember Ramona, \"one day at a time.\"~hugs~
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Atta girl, stay here where you are loved and understood. All of our illnessess may be different in many respects, but one thing is for sure. God knew we couldn\'t get along in this crazy world without friends! And here we are, your friends, here to help.
That\'s what it\'s all about, when you come right down to it! Don\'t wanna let you down.
Have a good one. I\'m here! xoxoooxxo
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Hey, I know how you feel as far as your thoughts about leaving DS. I wrote in my journal (not too long ago) that I felt I\'d used up my alloted depression time, as well as empathy from other people. Like it was time to at least pretend that I was happy so I wasn\'t bringing others down. BUT, this is the place where you don\'t have to put on that fake, happy face like we do out in society. We are your friends here and we want to know how you\'re truly feeling. No need for fake masks here. You\'re not burdening anyone and I hope you can get up & stay up for longer than 13 days this year. LOL! Love ya, girl!