The increase of meds hasn't made a difference yet.  I see my pdoc today. He told me if I don't feel any different we will be doing something about it.   aaaahhhhh!!   I hate the unknown!  I have had a busy week and weekend.  Did a few early morning shifts at work and early sunday morning as usual,  so I told my boss I wouldn't be availiable for work today,  I am worried of getting too over loaded which spells disaster for me,  I would of had to get up at 4am again.  I am so blessed with this part time job.  They know what I'm going through, the wife has bp too.  I need the money but I also need the rest after so many early and long days.   A friend from church who has stuck by my side since last march, when I "crashed," gave me some home work to memorize. Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest,whatsoever things are just,whatsoever things are pure,whatsoever things are lovely,whatsoever things are of good report;if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.                                                                                     Philippians 4:8