It is the end of another dark and gloomy day.  I think I have forgotten what it is like to be positive and joyful!   Tommorow I will increase my dose so we'll see what happens over next few days.    I haven't talked to my friend for 2 days now and miss her terribly...boo hoo!   She is feeling rough so I don't want to bother her by sending a bunch of hugs that she'll have to answer.   I can't wait until she is feeling better so we can talk again.   Tommorow is a long day getting up at 4am and work at 5am until 5pm.   Thanks for all my freinds here on DS for all their support.  I love you's all!   Ramona xoxoxooxxo