So here it is another day in the life and times of Ramona...alias Pulpit.    My insides are busting to let this disease have it's own way today but I am determined not to let that happen!!!   My body is screaming..."No, don't go to work today!"  but my determination is saying..."Yes, go to work and you will feel much better for it."   My body is screaming out in pain and yelling.."Go back to bed!"  But my determination is saying..."Don't do it, you'll feel worse."   My mind is screaming at me..."No! Don't take any meds today, give yourself a break!'  But my determination is saying..."Ya right!  Who are you trying to fool?"     I just need to vent one time today just for the sake of old times......I HATE HAVING BIPOLAR AND I HATE TAKING MEDS!!!!!!   There, that feels much better.  I'm on my way out to work soon then to a fun filled night of church and fellowship with all my "normal" friends.   If I make it through this day that will be day #2!   I'm excited about it.  Love you all.    Ramona xoxoxoxo