o my goodness....I am such a mess tonite. I have had 5 "meltdowns" since yesterday. I can't believe I feel like this again....it really bugs me. I am thinking about not taking my Bipolar meds tommoro cause I am sooo sick all the time and vomiting and now I am "cycling" again too! My mind is racingggggggg.......I am still visiting with my daughter and grandkids that is probably the only reason I am able to regroup myself. I don't know how tommorow will be and I don't want to think about it but I can't stop my brain from spinning......I am going to lay down with my grandson and maybe I can sleep and if not I will come back on here for a while...it feels good to be able to vent my complaints. Thanks for listening all and I will talk later. Love and Prayers to you tonite. Ramona xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Don\'t go off your meds until you see your doctor, please.
Ramona, my heart aches for you. I know that feeling all so well. Try quiet meditation for just a few minutes and centering your thoughts. One small step forward each day. Please,please,please dont go off your meds till you talk to the doctor. Stopping them could throw you into a serious depressed state. Hugs, Shelly
Thanks Revbry and Shelly. Thanks lots! I did take my morning meds and was planning on calling my bpdoc before I take my evening meds but.....I just don\'t want to talk to him right now, I keep thinking I will get out of this space and everything will be ok again. The thing I hate most about Bipolar is the not knowing what you\'ll do next.....it drives me absolutely crazy!!!!! I really need to do something I know that...I think I will try to get through the day and take my meds later and call my doc in the morning if I need to. Thanks again. Love and Prayers Ramona oxxoxoxoxoxo
I hope you feel better.rest is good.