Friday I was supposed to get my period.  It was a no show.... I thought hm.  Friday night Caleb around 9pm started crying and screaming about his ear.  There was nothing I could do all night but rock him and hold him up until morning.  Around midnight we decided we had to go out and get him some ibuprofen immediately so we packed us all in the car and headed over there.  By 1 we were home and I was exhausted.  We were up about every hour with him.  Not really getting any sleep.  I was really glad this was my one weekend off from school because I needed to sleep in.  Saturday was a great day.... Still no period.... hmmmm interesting. Sunday morning I took a prego test and it came back faintly negative (and it says on the damn box if it is negative wait a week and then take it again WHAT A SCAM!) a friend of mine I have been inviting to church for months finally agreed to come and it just happened to be the Sunday I sing (and I forgot that I was singing).  I told the church about how God likes to use broken vessels and even though I wasn't going to sing because of my new courses and getting used to them for my Masters, and even though I was up all night with sick Caleb, and even though it feels like I"m coming down with it....and even though I don't want to be up here singing right now I DO KNOW that God chooses broken vessels so that He can pour himself out.  I challenged them this week to despite their circumstances and why they might choose to not be used that they view themselves as a broken vessel and let God pour out of them no matter what they believe they are capable at that moment.  I went home and had my friend over after church and we had a good time but I was getting really realy really tired!  I layed down after they left and my throat (lymph nodes not inside but like in the kneck area) was aching like a headache and all my joints and muscles hurt.  I just layed there and watched horror movies.... (STILL NO PERIOD!  GETTING REALLY EXCITED NOW!) I was up all night with Caleb again this time with a bad cough and I feel terrible today but I'm pulling through it.  STILL NO PERIOD!!!!!!!! I THINK THIS IS IT!