ok... I can't do this.  I just can't!  I ahte this freaking life! I hate how this shit all comes down all the time.  Today I have found/faced the followingComcast: after weeks and weeks and weeks of dealing with these shitty people I'm still waiting 20-40 minutes to get through to someone and nobody talks to anybody else! They damaged my wall and in order to "fix" things they made an appointment for when I get off work at 6pm.  I raced home today to get here at a decent time and the fuckers already came at 4.  Nothing is fixed and I'm in the same friggin place as before!  So I'm on hold.  ....(ok now I've stopped writing because the Comcast guy is here)(it's the next day) Today my boss blew up at everyone on the staff because he thinks somebody said something negative about him.  He was red in the face and throwing his arms around and saying all kind of crap.  I don't see how this is any different then when I had my breakdown.  Whatever right.  So I'm feeling really overwhelmed and I'm all over the place.  Today is a better day for sure.  I'm off tomorrow I really want to get on here and tell ya'll what has been goign on.  I miss you and need you all so much and I don't want to loose my friends here at DS just because my life is so crazy I hardly have time to get on.