Pray for me. My first assignments are due Saturday and I'm a bit nervous.  I also am getting tired. I've been up every night till midnight and it is wearing on me.I went to see Pdoc yesterday.  I'm not feeling too positive after our visit.  He didn't like my idea of coming off the meds so I can quit work and go to school full time.  Grant it that is a rough plan if nothing else works but still I need an out.  Feeling trapped is the worst thing that could be, it causes me to do stupid stuff. I don't have time for anything but school, baby and work.  I don't know how I'm going to get the "rest" of the stuff done. I had a job interview today it went extremely well. I'm not sure I like the job but I'm praying about it.  Pros... My son could attend the same school as me.  The school is a prestigious private school (one I would want to send my son too either way).  I will get 50% off of tuition for him.  They entirely pay for the insurance no employee contribution.  It is Christian using the Abeka curriculum which I am very familiar with as I was homeschooled using it.  They "sound" like a nice place to work.  Cons... It is a long drive.  They pay 20-25k a year which is pathetic since I will have my Masters degree.  ... I'm not sure I would like working at a private christian school there are a lot of pompous people in this world.  I don't want to surround myself with them.