Ok so the Seroquel is working I think and I feel much better.  I have a bit of energy today.  I'm surprised the Seroquel is either working very fast and maybe it does.  Or maybe I just have energy and that is making me feel better, I don't know. I am only on 50mg but maybe once I go up to 100mg I will be fine all day.  It seems to wear off by about 3pm and by 5 I'm starting to feel anxiety.  I just got my woman friend and usually around that time feeling good is not where I am at.  That is what makes me think the Seroquel is working, but it is kind of fast.  I actually had some kind of vision last night.  As I went to bed I saw the face of this woman hovering over me.  She wasn't menacing but instead kind of motherly, and it felt like she cared.  I used to have visions of demons clinging in the corners of my ceiling.  They would press down on my chest and I would not be able to scream or move or anything and a sheer terror completely absorbed me.  I also had a vision of a cute puppy sitting on the staircase and as I walked towards it to pet it.  It grew into this horrible demon with spears like fur but hard and metallic came out of it's flesh and it chased me ... I would see these things when I was awake but inbetween sleep and awake you know.  I could see but it wasn't my environment I was seeing.  I have a few more visions but I thought they were introspective into my life and that they had profound meaning to me.  Anyhow this motherly figure had curly poofy hair wearing a red/orange dress.  She said something to me I can't remember and I don't think I could make out but as soon as I got worried that I was having some kind of vision I sat up in bed and she was gone.  I was so exhausted I just fell right to sleep after that, but I remember it this morning.  I don't usually remember stuff like that the next morning which is strange as well.  I'm not sure what that was an angel maybe, or maybe a medicine reaction. I don't know.  I'm just glad I feel better today.  Anyhow that's me today.  As usual (I started writing this, this morning) it is now almost 3pm and my anxiety is returning so I def. need to up the dosage on the Seroquel.  Peace out y'all... hee hee hee