I really wish I just had time to talk to my husband and tell him what is going on with me.  For the past two nights it's been crazy (as usual).  I get home dog jumps all over me, baby is running up and down the hall screaming mommy is home mommy is home naked to boot! Hubby is cooking in the kitchen (nice little perk I guess).  I'm exhausted and go in the kitchen to wash up before dinner.  We eat dinner as a fam, and spend 30-1hour just spending time together as a fam.  8-9 is bath/tv/toys with baby/whatever else I can think of to put here.. oh yeah and /pack lunch and get everything ready for tomorrow.  Then it's teeth, book, sing alphabet, do colors and numbers, rock in the chair hugz kisses and off to sleep.  Then I drag my body into bed where I sleep comatosed by whatever drugs I happen to be on at that moment.  So there is no time to talk just me and him you know.  My PDOC apt was on Monday and we were too busy to talk. I've spoken to my HR at work about FMLA which is something that my PDOC suggested I do.  All of this information he knows nothing about.  Tomorrow I go to the therapist, and in 2 weeks I go to see the infertility doc to get my hormones checked.  There will be another pdoc apt on Monday coming at 7:15 to see if I'm dead yet I guess. Oh side note here: HAS ANYONE READ THE SIDE EFFECTS THAT COME FROM SEROQUEL AND ZOLOFT! i MEAN HOLY SHIT!!!! I feel like my body is totally out of whack and hubby is in complete denial that things are tough right now for me and just expects me to be normal.  I told him like 12 times tonight that I'm not feeling well... He actually told me to shut up when I asked him to get the baby and take him to the toilet.  I can't type anymore I have no enerbgy I just took the seroguel about 15 minutes ago and It's like molasses spreading all over my body.  Wow this stuff makes you sleepy.  I hope this all doesn't sound like gibberish when I read it tomorrow... He hope ya'll get a kick out of it if it does.  Luvz J