So I'm still high but coming down a bit.  I want like crazy to stay right here.  Is there a way to grab ahold and cling to this!  i don't want it to go!!!!  All I can think about is staying up.  Stupid I know.  I have really really really enjoyed blogging on here and meeting new people.  I haven't been on here for awhile and it has really helped me get through this time.  I've been down so fast and up so fast in the last week.  I'm really glad that ya'll caught me and kept me safe.  Thank you!!!!!!!!!So I should probably go to the Pdoc and tell him but I don't want to. Jeepers is this life hard! 

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Yes! Go to Pdoc as often as you can - especially in the beginning! You know how rich we\'d be if we as BP\'s could bottle our manias?! Wow, that\'d be amazing! You\'re a pretty \"normal\" BP wanting to stay in that space. If it didn\'t have to come down and hit so hard, more would stay there! *sigh*
Thanks for your support Tizzy! :) I\'m glad you\'re here! Hugs xoxoxoxo
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I agree the manic phase of BP is a real high and is nice but coming down is a heafer. We do crash hard when we come down. LuvNHope is right though you are a pretty normal BP. Take care!
Sandy