Still feelign pretty high but I had a GREAT nights sleep.  Didn't go anywhere even though I was buzzing like crazy from this mania.  Just hung out with the hubby.  I was finally wrangle him awake and we just had some fun and then I was able to crash! Woo hoo.  It's morning now I'm still pretty manic but got a fun filled day.  I might stop and get a pack of cigs.  That always helps take the edge off of my nerves.  I love tlaking here because if I talk to my parents or family there is this element of shame I feel or embarrassement but here I can just say exactly how I feel because we are all aware that what we say and feel is not WHO WE ARE!