Man it has been a long time since I"ve been on here.  Sorry about that!! How are things going?  I've been doing really good which is partly why I haven't been on.  I've just been busy having a blast.  It has been a good summer. However I miss having time off *(I used to be a teacher). I am thinking of going back to something like that but I"m not sure.  Or maybe doing some nannying.  My cousin does that and she loves it.  The job I"m working right now is really high pressure but at the same time it is quiet and at my pace. It has benefits to being here in the music industry but I want to be home more. I also want to do my job without worrying about being on top or the best.  I really don't want competition although I enjoy it... It gets old quickly!  I don't know I wish there was some kind of map to this life.  I'll tell you the one thing that I HAVE  learned is that:Our purpose in life is not what we do, or where we work, but instead what we do when we get home...  Also I have changed psychiatrist again on the perpetual search for someone who is really vested in helping me find stability within myself.  The new guy seems to be great! He has experience in bipolar women on lamictal and a great deal of knowledge about pregnancy which I'm excited about.  Pray for me...