SO!.... Yesterday ended with a bang. It got progressively worse until it ended in a migraine where I was sick 4 times. IT was aweful. TO make matters a tad worse I still have not been able to get ahold of my Psychiatrist. Just curious - is this there M.O. or do these people ever get back to you when you need them. I have called her four times this week and she had her secretary call me this morning and tell me she is going to call but she didn't and there are only 20 minutes left to the morning. I"m going to fire her!

Today of my own choice I doubled up on the lam. and increased my prozac from 20 mils to 40. I know I probably shouldn't have done this but I was desperate and I do feel a great deal better today.

I am still having a tough time with my husband. He sounds genuinely concerned about my changes, but emotionally I want someone to talk to, to bounce ideas off of, and take some of these crazy thoughts out of my head and just lay it all out. He just won't let me do that. He told me the ther night he would talk to me when my meds get striaght but the thing is I need him now. Oh well that's me today.