So my previous entry was about my relationship. Well my x came down today and we talked and I guess you could say things are on the mend. I basically bared my soul to her telling her how her emails had hurt me. I know that I have a lot of changed to make in my life and I am committed to doing them, not for her but for me. I have to become more healthy. Body, Mind and Soul. I have to start seeing things in a different light. Rather then with no light at all. I am still leery that this relationship will last. But I am hoping that it will and that things will be great at some point. For both me and her.