Ok. So I am dealing with these feelings lately. Last night went out with  a friend to an event. Was fun. She had told me prior that she had invited some other friends.  So as the night when on one of her friends shows up. They spend the rest of the night just talking and conversing. During that time her friend says I am basically homeless and got kicked out of my house and will most likely be spending the night on the streets tonite. So my friend says well you should come stay at my place. Now .. I know that its a kind and caring thing to do. But I also know that she has only just met this girl awhile back.  Anyways, my heart kinda sunk. Not sure what it was... I mean was Ijealous. I am just totally unsure of what happened. I am not like attracted to her or anything. I dunno if perhaps I was just envious, or felt like she was ditching me. I dunno. DAMN. I am so confused right now.