I posed the question on a bipolar discussion group "What's your Story?" Each one of us experience such such different symptoms and they effect our lives significantly and differently with each person. I have read all of the stories as they come in and they are all unique and amazing. These people have gone through hell and are still able to function, even if they have to mask or disguise their emotions, moods, feelings. I think everyday where my future will be. It is good to hear some of the success stories. That these issues will get better if I work with them. Bipolar should not define me, it is not a part of me it is simply a hurtle in my life that I am constantly trying to overcome! 
I promise I will writ more later.
 
Goodnight moon.