I think that this is where I want to be in life. I am now studying to become a doctor and then maybe soon a psychiatrist. It seem odd though that the relationships of those around me are falling apart. Katie and Jay are in a huge fight and katie has come to stay with me while they decide their next step. I think that deep down she wants to leave and start new, but she is so scared and she feels as though she is mooching off of her friends in this process. But she is not doing that at all, she needs help right now and that's what all of us need to give her. She is lucky to have good friends who love and care about her that are surrounding her. We are all so close there there is no chance we would let each other fail. I really hope that I do well in school. I need to get good grades and achieve greater things so I can move on to med-school. Sometimes I am nervous and I don't know what to do or what priority to put first. 
 
I am going to take care of Katie as well as I can and try my best at school at the same time. I need to success for myself. I need to do this for myself.
 
Goodnight moon.