You know, I really don't understand why people blog. Blogging seems to be a big waste of time. At least here I can write what I am feeling. On a blog I don't want to express what I am really feeling and what I am going through. 
 
I spoke with my dad today and he sent in the materials a week ago so I think that it takes about two weeks to return a check. I hope that is comes quickly because I need a new laptop and dad needs a used computer. I am so tapped out right now. It's raining outside and I am tired because I woke up so early this morning so I could mow the lawn. Then I went an ran some errands and drove around a bit. I wanted to see Bridesmaids this afternoon and I asked Rachael but she never responded to my text message until right before the movie at the Cherry Creek mall theatre. At this point I am just going to hang out with Rachael if we are going to actually do something. 
 
You know this money could change my life. I am trying to get a job, but this will be a big help in the money department. I don't tell anyone about the money but it can allow me to do things that others are nota able to. I would really like to go to New York, if i don't go to Abby's wedding in California. I talked to Laura Fenton today about going to the wedding. She thinks that she is going to the wedding and that we should hook up... probably being her only friends in Cali from Colorado. 
 
I am going to go smoke some pot and go to bed. I'm sure I'll write in the morning. 
 
Goodnight moon.