For almost an entire week I have been watching my mom's house alone. It is kinda nice to be able to move and be myself as I may. School is out for me more a few weeks and then I go back for the Summer term. 
 
My dad had told me that we would be receiving  our inheritance by June... So I am hoping that's not a lie. I know the one thing that I need to buy is a new computer. There is really nothing wrong with my old MacBook, it's simply old and it's dyeing sooner than I thought. I have gotten an offer form Khushnur as school to purchase it from me and my dad also told me that he would like a laptop for himself. And my dad is more important so I think that it will be going to him. There are other things that I would like to do with the money. I want to disappear for a while. I want to move to a remote and small town even more so than Crested Butte. I was thinking like topical setting, or the opposite, live in a town that is only accessible by boat or air boat... Somewhere off of the West islands of Alaska. I would love to be there when it is night all the time. I don't know how to do that though and I don't know if I have the balls to do it. How, and where would I start? Maybe I should just get a job here in Denver and save the money. I want it to go as far as it can. Though, I would love it if I could go visit Crested Butte again, that might be a nice little vacation if the right people are  there at the time... or better yet If I could bring a group of people with me for total partying and having a great time, I haven't Been back home to Crested Butte in around three or more years. And honestly I kinda like to go back here and there and get people's responses. 
 
This week has been so odd. One day I will be totally stoned all day and then the next I am totally fine and ready to go to my spin class. I went to my spin class at 10:00am this morning and I will go again tomorrow. Although, I took 4mg of xanax so I'll pass out for a while here soon. I am drinking light beer and cooking. Weight Watchers is amazing and I thank god that there was one made for men. I am so tired, but I know I needed to write before I totally pass it off. 
 
Talk to you soon.
 
Goodnight moon