It's spring break and I missed my psychiatry appointment this morning. It was at 8:30am and last night I was drinking and I smoked some pot and I guess this morning I totally could not get out of bed. I understand that this appointment was really important because I want to get off of the seroquel and lower the lamictal and the klonopin. 
 
I hope that when I return to school after break I will be refreshed enough to work well on my school work. I have been falling apart on my schoolwork and I can't let that happen if I am to go to grad school.
 
On top of all this I am in communication with this guy named Morgan and I really want to be alone right now in the relationship department. I really don't feel like going to meet someone that I met online and I don't like those kind of relationships. 
 
I wanted to write today because I felt like it but there isn't a lot to say right now. 
 
Goodnight moon.