My parent's best friends, Jeff and Kathy, are coming to Colorado to ski for a week starting tomorrow. They really want dad and I to come see them. I am all for it, but my dad hasn't gotten back to me about what he wants to do. I am on Spring break right now and I want to do something. It would be great for just dad and I to go up to Breckenridge and see those two. They are such great people and they are bringing their nephews, who I believe are my age. If dad says no I think it would be a real bummer. We can go up on the weekend, but he is working during the week. I am kinda depressed and lonely now. It seems that it is just me and mom, and mom doesn't really like to do anything. She sat outside for a while and now she is upstairs doing god knows what. I wanted to go for a drive in the mountains, but I don't think she wanted to do that, she turned it down immediately. It's odd to me that when I am finally alone I feel depressed and when I am with mom for a while I feel frustrated and somewhat smothered. I'm really confused. 
 
I hope to get out of town with my dad and see Jeff and Kathy. We haven't done that sorta thing in a while. That is also why I am looking forward to Luke's graduation where we are all going to drive 8 hours to Durango and stay for the weekend and celebrate his graduation. Which is coming before mine... who knew. Guide me, what do I do? 
 
Next semester I need to be on the ball. I have been slacking off on my school work, especially with the exams. I am so scared that I am not going to pass these classes and thus I am not going to graduate on time and not go into grad school for psychology. I need to go now. I don't feel like writing. 
 
Goodnight moon!