I'm at school. It is the last day before spring break. I am going to go to one of my classes, but the other one I am just going to ditch. I think that my mom and I are going to go see the Adjustment Bureau. I want to see it at the Cherry Creek Theater because they have this cool build your own ice cream thing. I'm getting frustrated, now that my dad tells me $37,000 is coming my way, I am just sitting here waiting for it. I know that I am going to save it for grad school, but I do need to buy a new laptop, I am looking at the most expensive one that apple makes. Not just because I'll have money at that time but because I have had my current laptop for 7 or 8 years and I deserve something new and great.
I don't think that I am performing well in most of my classes and April 1st is the last chance to drop a course, however, I do not want to drop from anything... I want to finish and get out of here then I can start to worry about getting back into grad school for psychology. The motivation of being a clinical psychologist is the only thing that is pushing me to at least try to do well in my studies.
My class is at 11am and it currently is 9:42am. I can't wait anymore I just want to go home and begin my spring break. I wish I was one of those kids who gets to go to one of the hot spots for spring break and have a great time. But, no I'll be here at home doing nothing. If I had that inheritance money I would consider taking myself somewhere and inviting my mom too. I know that she is lonely. I'm so tired and my back hurts. I wish the student health center had a chiropractor. I don't even know how to approach my dad about the money. Do I ask? Will he just hand it over? I don't bug him about it so I think that I'll give him room and wait for the funds to open up for him and then he'll just write me a check from his personal account.
At least with this time I have been able to write. It has been annoying not finding some time to journal. Because, if there was something to happen I want people to know how I was feeling and going through. But I will never know how people will find this journal, unless I keep a hidden note or something allowing them to log on and read what I've written.
Now that I have written my pair share of thoughts, I am going to go surf the web.
Goodnight moon.
I don't think that I am performing well in most of my classes and April 1st is the last chance to drop a course, however, I do not want to drop from anything... I want to finish and get out of here then I can start to worry about getting back into grad school for psychology. The motivation of being a clinical psychologist is the only thing that is pushing me to at least try to do well in my studies.
My class is at 11am and it currently is 9:42am. I can't wait anymore I just want to go home and begin my spring break. I wish I was one of those kids who gets to go to one of the hot spots for spring break and have a great time. But, no I'll be here at home doing nothing. If I had that inheritance money I would consider taking myself somewhere and inviting my mom too. I know that she is lonely. I'm so tired and my back hurts. I wish the student health center had a chiropractor. I don't even know how to approach my dad about the money. Do I ask? Will he just hand it over? I don't bug him about it so I think that I'll give him room and wait for the funds to open up for him and then he'll just write me a check from his personal account.
At least with this time I have been able to write. It has been annoying not finding some time to journal. Because, if there was something to happen I want people to know how I was feeling and going through. But I will never know how people will find this journal, unless I keep a hidden note or something allowing them to log on and read what I've written.
Now that I have written my pair share of thoughts, I am going to go surf the web.
Goodnight moon.
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