As time is creeping closer and closer to the beginning of the Spring semester I am growing both anxious and excited. Tomorrow morning I have three different meetings to set me up to become successful in my future and current education. 
 
Sometimes I go on to a gay dating website. Somewhat like match.com for straight people. I go because it seems like it is the only way to meet another gay buy. But, it also is like a place that only hot guy are listed. When I try to find someone like me I am unsuccessful and then become depressed and lose all hope in the endeavor.