In class now and then I'll have a long break. I don't want to spend money on food but I think I need to eat. I ate some really weird stuff yesterday after we euthanized Samantha. Yeah she died yesterday. It was really sad she was so old and in pain. She has taken so much stress, depression and hurt to my life. She has added so much joy to it. When we were giving her the injections she seemed to be fighting the anastasia and tried to stay awake. When the doctor thought it was right she put in an IV and injected Sam with the chemicals. She went so fast it took so much out of mom and I. I get really sad about it, but mom is the one who has to live in the house that she lived with Sam. It's depressing, I feel somewhat sick to my stomach to think about losing her. 
 
I have so much time, even though I need time to read before I go to my next class. I am going to go to the restaurant and get a chicken Cesar wrap and a side of fries while I read my documents. It's about a 20 page paper so it wont be too much to handle. Once I am done with this class at 2:30pm I can go home and get into bed for a while. I am still just not feeling too well. The sad part about Sam what I was thinking about taking the euthanasia and sticking it into my arm... would that even work for me? I need to remember to call Dana Coutts' assistant for a refill on my Zofran medication. I hope she just gives it to me without having to come in or put up an argument. I better go and listen to this lecture. 
 
Goodnight Moon.