Things are OK, but not good. The nights get really bad and I end up trying to kill myself and it hasn't seemed to work. I end up taking, on top of my prescribed medication, sleeping pills, pain killers, migraine medication and down it with whisky. Sometimes I vomit in the middle of the night and other times I wakeup with a wicked hangover and other times I am ok. But, never dead, just close enough that I wake up alive, unfortunately...
 
I going to go drink, Alone.

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Briang50
Briang50

Hi. Things must be bad for you to feel this way. Please remenber that there are a lot of people here on DS that would like to help you.
God bless you.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Im sorry to hear that you are going through such a bad experience. As brian said, talk to us people on DS. We are always here to offer help and support. Definately let your pdoc know whats going on. I dont want any harm to come to you...