Tired
I have not written in a while. I apologize for that. I suppose that I simply have been tied up with school and family matter plus trying to find a job. The family issues are beginning to settle, yet i will never forget what happened that night or the other smaller things that happen between her and I in this house.
I have this, I was eating fries with a burger for lunch today and I chipped my front tooth. I have to get an appointment with my dad to see if he can fix it. Chipped teeth really annoy me. Especially when I am going for interviews.
I have been getting migraines a lot lately and I went to the doctor yesterday and got some medication for it, imitrex. I had a beginning to a migraine this morning and I took the pill and I think that it worked. It's been really hot here and I want to wear my shits and sweaters and hoodies. I always hated summer attire. Today I am meeting mom downtown to go see a movie and then that's it for my plans tonight. Thus far. Kate texted me last night and told me that she was in Denver with all of her time reserved for her boyfriend Jay. However, she told me that if she was able to get out of the apartment he really wanted to see me. I wish that she would just make some time for me, so see me or be with me. I told her how sad and lonely I am. But i am also depressed, badly. Suicidal thoughts are coming back and I am afraid that I may act. At the same time I feel like I want to see the way my life plays out, what am I going to do, who am I going to be? Yesterday, a nice gentleman told me about two large black men who tried to cut through my bike lock to steal my bike. I can see the cuts in my bike lock, but they didn't even get past the plastic and rubber.
I don't know when to head to the train to get downtown. I should know as I take this route everyday, however I am tired and don't want to be standing around the 16th street mall waiting for my mom and for the movie. I am tired lately especially now So I am going to stop writing for the day.
Goodnight Moon.
I have this, I was eating fries with a burger for lunch today and I chipped my front tooth. I have to get an appointment with my dad to see if he can fix it. Chipped teeth really annoy me. Especially when I am going for interviews.
I have been getting migraines a lot lately and I went to the doctor yesterday and got some medication for it, imitrex. I had a beginning to a migraine this morning and I took the pill and I think that it worked. It's been really hot here and I want to wear my shits and sweaters and hoodies. I always hated summer attire. Today I am meeting mom downtown to go see a movie and then that's it for my plans tonight. Thus far. Kate texted me last night and told me that she was in Denver with all of her time reserved for her boyfriend Jay. However, she told me that if she was able to get out of the apartment he really wanted to see me. I wish that she would just make some time for me, so see me or be with me. I told her how sad and lonely I am. But i am also depressed, badly. Suicidal thoughts are coming back and I am afraid that I may act. At the same time I feel like I want to see the way my life plays out, what am I going to do, who am I going to be? Yesterday, a nice gentleman told me about two large black men who tried to cut through my bike lock to steal my bike. I can see the cuts in my bike lock, but they didn't even get past the plastic and rubber.
I don't know when to head to the train to get downtown. I should know as I take this route everyday, however I am tired and don't want to be standing around the 16th street mall waiting for my mom and for the movie. I am tired lately especially now So I am going to stop writing for the day.
Goodnight Moon.
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