i think that we are all sad and lonely at some points. But, I feel these feeling so many times a day. Theres no one to call or be called by. I sit alone at home for hours with absolutely nothing to do. I can get a job and I have been looking but for some reason I just cant lane one. Loneliness makes me think about suicide, makes me think about the worth of my life. I am over it right now and I can't begin to imagine what my future is going to be like. I am sad in the best scenes and I am scared of what have done in the past and what is going to come in the future. I am always tired I think that it is the medication.
I am still having some difficult issues with my step mother. She is being a bitch but blaming it on the cultural change. I am going to make some dinner, or just sit here depressed.
Goodnight moon.
I am still having some difficult issues with my step mother. She is being a bitch but blaming it on the cultural change. I am going to make some dinner, or just sit here depressed.
Goodnight moon.
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Hi my friend
I am sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult time. I truly hope that things get better soon. I am glad to see that you are at least trying to keep busy.
God bless.
Brian.
You need a Hobby. again. And OMG, is That a \"cliche\" thing to say or What?? But seriously, you have Just described the way our minds Work. You see, at this moment, without a job and dealing with your triggering stepmother, you have little to occupy your Thoughts except all the depressing stuff.
Our minds get like broken CDs, that keep playing the same part of the song over and over, until we click on another song, or wipe the dust off the CD, or something.
It doesn\'t have to be something hard, Hope. It can just be walking around the block the opposite direction, or buying something New, or re-connecting with a friend you haven\'t been talking to in awhile, etc. ANYthing to get out of the \"rut\", and change your focus.
Meds help, and oh my, do we need them. But sometimes we need to proactively help Ourselves, just a little.
It\'s not as easy as it sounds. I Get that. But how much do you want it?
*many hugs* - Mary Anne
Hugs!!