Katie went with Rachael to California to make arrangements for Rachael's wedding. When I texted Katie this afternoon she told me that the wedding was off. Katie was with Rachael and her mom so was unable to talk to me, and I wondering if just the wedding is off or if the entire engagement has been dissolve. I have known Rachael for years and I know that if there was an engagement there would definitely be a wedding. I still love her and I hope everything is ok, and if she needs me I am always here. But, right now I know she has Katie and her mom so I know that she can get through this.  Today I spent with my mom as I only have a few days left before I have to return to a new semester at CU Denver. We went to a movie, "The Lovely Bones." It was not as emotional as I had though and it was too made up... there was a lot of the movie that needed to become more realistic. We went to a lunch in North Cherry Creek at the Cherry Creek Grill and then we went to the California Pizza Kitchen. After all of this my mom wanted me to spend the night so I am here now with her watching Dateline.  I have decided to keep the Buick and just make the changes to the car. The first thing that I would need to do is change the tires, they are bald and I am afraid that something is going to blow out. Plus I think that it will help tighten up the steering wheel. I think that I will do this all tomorrow and get it over with prior to school. Ugh I know that I have to pay all that money for those tires. I don't want to spit all that money. And we all know that I don't have that much money.  I have been reading so much about Buddhism and Dharma and I think that it is a great spiritual place to be. I believe in all that is taught in the readings and I think that it fits me more than any other religion I have learned. This is also what Chi and Ti believed, but they don't read meditate or practice the religion. She gets so upset about things to do with cleaning or anything that might attack her. Then she tells it to my dad even if I am standing right there. I don't know why I give her so much energy in the subject. I have got to get going. I am tired!  Goodnight moon.