I am starting to dream again. This morning I spoke with someone for social and disability services. She is going to help me obtain enough money that I can help pay for my medications and other medical bills. She said that the process could take up to 6 months. The government will be looking into my bank accounts and my work record along with my medical documents of corse. However, I am excited to return to school, I picked up my books this morning and I will pick up a university hoodie tomorrow. The museum is giving the volunteers free tickets to a concert tonight at the opera house, a place which I love to be. My mom is tired and her knee is sore so she has opted out of the events for this evening. I have a call in to my dad but he has not returned to me. I would love to go with my father but I know that he feels badly about leaving Chi at home. If he was to bring her she would simply not appreciate the event. She hates to do anything that defines the American or international cultures.  I want a lot from my future. Around the age of 25 I want to try my hand at small public office. I like to think about state house or senate. I love to help people and listen to the concerns of my peers. The best part is giving back. If I can get back in the swing of things I know that I may be able to grab an elected position. Hell why not right? It can't hurt, in fact it can help me grow in the future... I'll just need some nice endorsements. I am so tired. All of the time. I thought that it might be because I was going to bed so early and thus getting too much sleep, but last night I went to bet later and woke up at about 7:30-8:00am. All I have done is grab my books from campus, go to the body shop and then cam home. I dropped Ti off at the Iceskating rink and then came home. I have until January 19th and I don't know what to do. I suppose I can start to read some books. Tomorrow I have an appointment with my therapist then I think that I will go to the liquor store and buy some god champaign.  Wednesday, which is NYE I have an appointment with Dr Power. I think that the medications are working at an optimal level, other then my vomiting and nausea. I need to remember that for the appointment. Maybe I will go to the liquor store today and get it over with.  Goodnight Moon.