Things are getting somewhat better. I am excited to go to my interview at the ski area tomorrow afternoon. I really hope I get this job. I wanted to volunteer at a local high school to train myself about teaching, but the woman who I was talking to has not gotten back to me even when I call and email. So forget them I need to move on.  am in so much debt and I need to get a good on-going job that I can use to pay off my credit card bills. But I am still way excited to get up on the mountains again if I get this job. I hope I do! Please if anyone is reading this wish me some luck... I need something good to happen in my life right now. I think that this could be it. I love skiing and I love dealing with people so I think that this will be good for me. And it is one day a week and I would get a season pass to loveland and passes to so many other mountains in Colorado including my home mountain Crested Butte.  I get nervous before these job interviews that I really want. I know that I am good enough for this position and I want to prove it. I am a class III skier. I ski the extremes and I like to ride the powder. I know that the snow id going to restrict my car from getting from Denver to Georgetown Colorado. I looked at some hotel prices and they are not to bad. I just want to get started, I want to have that job. I think that this position may be one of those that people come in and go really fast. Meaning there is a high amount of turn around in the work place. I want to give as much time up there as possible.  Do you think that driving an hour to work and an hour back is stupid? I don't think so and I know that there is a bus in the winter that runs up there so I am all good.  I know I have taken all of this time to tlak about the possibility of getting this job, but I know there are other things that I wanted to talk about.  My mom called me today after I sent her an email asking her why she would not me to live with her anymore. We talked for a while on the phone she knows how difficult it can be to live with my dad and his new family. Its hard sometimes and sometimes I really just want to be in a home with the conformability that my mom can offer. I am afraid to talk to my dad about this because he knows that he made a mistake and now he has to deal with it. Now when we go to Durango live we are in a couple weeks the car ride is long and we would need more hotel rooms to accommodate everyone. I am going to get ready for tomorrow's interview. Please wish me luck