Wow. I have not written in quite some time. I am done with school now and have the rest of the summer to do whatever I'd like to do. I am tanning now. I go to Darque Tan about once a day. I know that it is bad for me, but I keep doing it. It's really relaxing and making my body really tan! I get depressed sometimes and then I will get happy, however, I am never in the same state for a long time. I  am going to Chicago in a week from Wednesday. I am excited to see Botchie and and the rest of the family. I am at the Museum now and I think I am going to go to 24 hour fitness after I get done here. I need to get back into the swing of dieting and exercising. It's so hard to stop gaining weight becasue of these damn mood stabelizers and anti-psychotics. I need to stop taking those drugs. I think that I am going to cut Seroquel in half tonight and then when I see Dr Power I am going to ask her to cut my xanax... well I like the xanax so I think that I am sustained there. You know what, I think that I just need to keep the regimin the asme and try harder at working out and eating right. That is my new goal! Eat right, exercise, and loose weight.