Today I did my intake interview with one of the LPCs in the psych ward. It was the most awkward interview I had ever done. Chad was really nice but he jabbed into me and in to my feelings. He is digging where no one has dug before. It took it out of me. I am going to go to bed. Tomorrow is my first day of intensive out-patient. One of my fears though is that they are going to take away medication. I am not an addict or anything by far but medication is something that I need. Especially my Xanax I need that going into these social situations and when I have my panic attacks, which I have frequently. Well I guess I will have to see what happens and just be overly anxious till then.