I am constantly getting hit by the world.  My dad was sent a bill from my inpatient visit and he paid half and now he sent it to my mom to pay the other half. Now she refuses to pay and so does my dad. Now my name is left on the line with my credit. Next I am going to this porter IOP and that is $200/day for two weeks and my mom subtly says that she is not paying for it and that it is covered by the insurance company, but they only cover half of every visit up until they have covered $500. My mom just came into my room and assured me that everything will be paid for. That comforts me, however, I still feel like I am  in a  bad place with all of this. When I told my dad that my mom was not willing to pay for the second half he suggested that I get a job. Which is impossible what I am not healthy enough to go to school...I fell ashamed of him for saying that to me. I can hardly get out of bed I am so depressed. and now I am so anxious about money with this Porter Intensive Outpatient Program.I know that my dad will pay half but will my mom really pay for half? I hope so It is my name on the line. There are certain things that i should not be worrying about, and this is one of them. I hate it. All of this is under my name, so it could ruin my credit. I think that that I am in a really bad place, I think that I have the capacity to harm myself again, but I don't know. It is always a un-timed thing thing. I have to go this is too frustrating.