I met with Dr. Davis this morning and it went really well. We talked about this Intensive Outpatient Program. I am going into it soon and I want to know what to expect. It makes me anxious that I have have to go through this IOP. I know that this is not going to be the end-all solution to all of my problems but it is going to allow me to gain some more coping skills for the future so I don't have to go through this again. It is so expensive like $200+ a day and this is a 2 week program and then it could grow to be a 4-6 week program depending on my situation. I should've never cut myself. It really hurt me and my situation in life. This is the afternoon and I never write these journals in the afternoon. So I'll write later...