My mind thinks differently than yours, thus, we are different people. I can't express me feelings tonight’s because they have been burdened down by high doses of lithium and klonopin. I am trying to find the way to make m self better. I am trying to become normal again. Although, I worry about my depression resurfacing and coming to haunt me again. I get worries and feelings a lot some are consistent with my everyday life and others are short lived but never fail to return.I took the incompletes from school but I don't know where I am going to get the motivation to do the work to get the class completed. I am so depressed that I want to do nothing. I like to just fall into a deep sleep and not wake up for a long time. I wasn't going to go into the student government office for a while to allow myself to recover from the but I was so anxious of what may be going on that I had to go in.I find that I can get a lot of work done in my office. Both SGA work and my homework. I think that I will go into the office sometimes now and do work, that way I can get more work done faster.  I fell like locking myself in m office though because the isolation helps me a lot in this anxiety and depression. I wish these feelings would go away. Depression is no party.I really think that I have gotten better though. I think that my mood has gotten better, but I am not too sure about my anxiety at this point.  I am still taking the klonopin and I take xanax when I need it and I think that therapy will help soon...I hope. Goodnight.