I just got out of my appointment with my councilor. It was actually a good time. I learned a lot about what is bothering me lately. I guess it is the stresses that my mother is going through. Lately she has seemed so different from who she really is. I have a good relationship with her and I don't want that to change. She is one of my main local support systems and I can’t imagine her dropping me. I want to support he as much as she is supporting me. You know what I mean?I have supporters elsewhere, I love my dad and he is there for me too! But he is so far away. That's frustrating.