Today was another bad day.  One after the other.  It's due to my husbands inability to tell me the whole truth.  He tells me these 1/2 lies.  Then when the whole truth finally comes out, I'm so pissed off that I can't think straight.  I know, I should know better.  I've been with him a long, long time.  He is an asshole, but I have no choice.  I mean he ruined my credit and I have no where to go.  He keeps telling me to leave him, but really, where am I going to go?  I have my children and I don't have a job.  He hasn't been working lately, so I don't even know how much longer we will have a roof over our heads.  I think I'm really going to have a nervous breakdown.  I had one before, and it was due to a very similar situation.  Actually I'm not sure if it's a nervous breakdown but my body just shuts down.  I can't remember things and by that time days have gone by. 
Today, I pray for my family, that we find a way out of this mess, I also pray for the people in the earthquake, and all people who are having hard times hit them.  We never asked for this, and have absolutely no control over it so please Lord, help us get through it.
Amen.