Still sober.. Its been quite a challenge but a good one. I think what I miss the most is the small home town bar I use to stop into when I was headed home after work.. It is called the La Sabre also known as the La Slober..lol.. Cute little quaint bar and it has been there for years. My friend Maverick owns it and he tells me stories how my grandmother use to come in there when he was just a boy. He told me that she was the most beautiful woman in the valley and he always had a crush on her. My grandmother died last year at 94 and she was still beautiful.Anyway, I loved going in there especially when I was really depressed because I was kinda like Norm on Cheers in this bar.. I would walk in the door and all my friends and the bartender (as I was a good tipper and bought lots of drinks, lol) would call out my name.. Y'Vonne. Most of these people knew each other and would come over and give me hugs one at a time. I always felt so loved and missed if they hadnt seen me for awhile. I was always the jokester after a couple of drinks so it wouldnt take long before they would be sitting on the bar stools next to me to hear the latest stuff that would pop out of my mouth.. No matter how depressed I was the drink and the friends would always make it worth stopping in for. I never stayed real long unless once in awhile I would stop in on a Friday or Saturday and then I would stay till closing and find a ride home..  I miss this bar and my friends but it is something that I need to stay away from until I can handle myself..  This is my story and Im sticking to it.. Y'Vonne