3 Months out now
Its been Three months since the break up. I learned something about myself this weekend that I had kept buried for decades. It is a greiving point for me that needs to be healed. That has nothing to do with the past few relationships.
Most days are average to good on the emotional state. I still get angry and have moments of agruing with her or others in my head about everything.
Since their family is so close to ours, I know I will have to be seeing her in the future at family gathering and cookouts. I know I will have to work more on forgiving so i can be healthier and happier. Nothing good will ever come of continueing to be angry about it.
Everyone knows me as the happy fun guy. Super helpful and generous. I know I want to be back to that level and will be in the future.
I have unblocked all of her family and friends more to prove to myself that I am healing and moving past the hurt, disrespect, and lies. I do not nor have I, looked at her or her family on social media.
I am able to talk to other women now without looking for lies or mistrust. Not dating yet. I know that will come with time.
I look forward to the days where I wake back up in the mornings and I am happy and eager to get the day started.
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It is good to know that you are addressing issues- What was the grieving point that needs to be healed that has been buried for decades?
There is something called Quantum Healing , it is effective-works fast- it is when you visit your inner-child and pull out buried issues , face them, tell your inner child that it is okay and then you apologize to the inner child for abandoning it, It is powerful,
It really comes a time in life that I see people and issues like there is no big difference with the topic of the issue, To your Spirit, Soul it just reads it as Uh Oh blockage-issue- then it goes into different modes- spiraling out of control,
I believe just as the Universe operates within a divine Order- so do we as humans do you understand?,
Strategic tactics such as Quantum Healing- um Spiritual Detox cleans you out- we all benefit and need this, If you have a pipe that is 40 years old-sometimes corrosion internally will block it ( the pipe disintegrating ) sometimes other sludge will block it up),
You are blocked up and therefore now when you awake you cant just pump out the feelings of happiness just at 100% plus- trust me I get it, You need to to get it all out once and for all,
As the Universe operates within its own system and this is immutable- so are human beings meant to operate within a healthy system,
This cannot happen with blockages within us,It is perfectly acceptable and advised that you release all issues back to the Universe,It is not beneficial to your system any more, It is looking for a way out of you, You are the catalyst that will evoke this change,
It worked for me( of course i had to repeat several times a day-( I release (name of person or situation) to the Universe where it rightly belongs- I harbor no ill feelings, I release in Joy and know that this Joy along with Abundance returns to me attached with Gifts scattered about along the pathway of my Destiny. Light and Love surrounds me because it is for me To Take, I partake in this, It is rightly so, Keep saying this when you go into a brain fog (thinking of past issues/hurts etc)-
Soon afterwards you will begin to notice something called a :shift: Then I'll let you tell that part of it, Hugs