3/9/2014
Finally came out of the rabbit hole a little. Went to dinner with a friend. Back to work tomorrow. Hoping I can hold everything together and focus on work. Cannot afford to lose my job. Checked on Ginger. She is fine. Happy and having fun with the others. I knew she would be. Have resisted desire to drive over and see her. Not going to do that. No point.
Going to try and read a little before bed. Have lost 5-10 pounds this last week. Just dont feel like eating, even when I am awake.
Did take 1 bag of garbage out and wash one load of clothes. That's a positive sign.
Going to try and read a little before bed. Have lost 5-10 pounds this last week. Just dont feel like eating, even when I am awake.
Did take 1 bag of garbage out and wash one load of clothes. That's a positive sign.
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Wow that sure is a positive sign! I know from my experience with my brother - the ability to do any self care when you are extremely depressed is a goner. So this really is a positive sign. Continuing to pray for further healing and relief for you. (((hugs)))
Good luck with getting back to work and the refocusing on life
thanks Margot. didnt make it to work, but feel sure I will tomorrow. can feel appetite is coming back. not sleeping as much..