3/29/2014
Not doing well. Been off all week because I just couldn't get up. Praying I don't get fired or laid off or whatever.Hoping my contract gets renewed, but... Don't know what I will do if I lose my job. No jobs here and nowhere to go.
Depression is kicking my butt.
Apt. looks like a garbage dump. Don't feel like eating. Sleeping all the time, again. Very very tired of all this, but just cant seem to shake it.
same old same old....
Depression is kicking my butt.
Apt. looks like a garbage dump. Don't feel like eating. Sleeping all the time, again. Very very tired of all this, but just cant seem to shake it.
same old same old....
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honey, hugs and prayers. You are being so hard on yourself. Depression is horrible. I just wish I could say something to make you feel better. It has not even been two years. It takes 1 yr for every 5 yrs marriage to start moving forward. I am just really getting over everything. It will be 7 yrs this Oct. for me and it feels like a lifetime ago. Things will get better. But we all have to go through that horrible rollercoaster ride. Up one minute, crashing the next. But there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Run for it. On the other side there is a beautiful peaceful light. Hugs my friend
So sorry you are in a bad place. Seems to keep popping up for some of us :(