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Well I'm already totally in my head. Yesterday I got all sad after seeing DH's best friend post pics of him and his newborn on fb. I seriously need to stay away. I told myself it's not fair that it only took them 2 months to have a beautiful biological baby. Than I noticed all this cramping yesterday and got really excited. Maybe embie is implanting?? I can't give up on my positive outlook after 1 day!! I constantly have a nervous belly that I am working to release. I'm just so anxious about the beta already! I had a a bird or multiple birds lay 3 shits nicely on my windshield this morning and I'm out of wiper fluid! Lol now I have smeared bird shit all over my windshield. A sign of good luck?? Haha Probably pushing it. I have a feeling this is going to be the longest 2ww yet!!
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While I completely understand the seriousness of the turmoil in your head right now, I could help but to LOL about your bird poop story. I like thinking about it as good luck too, so let\'s stick with that story. Sending lots of peaceful thoughts your way :)
Hang in there lady! If anyone can maintain a positive attitude throughout this whole ordeal it\'s you! I constantly look to your posts for strength and inspiration, I am so hoping that this is your time!!
It is normal to be nervous and anxious, but try to relax. And stay away from other people\'s facebook, that\'s just a reminder about how life is not fair. Look at it this way- you have an opportunity to do IVF and that\'s great, you are actively making your baby happen. It is very possible that your cramping is due to the embrio implanting. Sending positive thoughts your way! Everything will be fine!