2day was strange?

had lunch with my husband and he paid.  i got him to drive me somewhere semi far b/c i didnt have the energy 2 make the trip.  i slept the whole way.  we didnt talk at all.  and he gave me some money.  whats it mean? idk
prob nothing.  all initiated by me.  well lunch and the ride.  the money he initiated...well i asked him 4 it some days ago and he sd he didnt have it.  now he does.
someday there will b a man who will have passion for me and love.  real love.  i welcome this man and i await his arrival.