i so want 2 have some time 2 myself. im getting over a sickness(physical) and feeling down emotionally. i dont really want 2 b around anyone including my children. my stomachs all messed up and ive had nothing 2 eat. i wanna ask my friend for help so i did. moral support. i wonder if its going 2 b problematic that i told people. i dont wanna live a lie anymore. i dont wanna pretend everythings allright when its not. ive bn picky in the people ive talked 2. only those who r mature and will keep it 2 themselves.