There is a man that visits my head sometimes. Doctors call him 'depression' but I don't have a name for him. He likes to point out all my flaws, even though he never talks about his own. He likes to tell me other peoples too, he doesn't like anybody, not just me. He says that my friends don't care about me, I don't have any real friends apart from him and that they are uncool and irritating anyway. He can't stand to be around them, after a while neither can I.He doesn't enjoy anything I enjoy, he thinks every movie has an obvious plot, every game is silly, every walk outside is lame.  He just enjoys us spending time alone together although secretly I don't. He's a very angry person and he shouts a lot. If someone bumps into me in the street he is shouting at them 'what the hell are you doing you stupid fucker!!!', although I don't say anything. If I drop something on the floor he shouts at me and says I'm an idiot, although I think its normal to make mistakes.He doesn't like to eat, but I feed him tablets. I don't like them, they make me nauseous and sleepy but he seems to like them, they shut him up for a while anyway. His main mission in life seems to be to make me unhappy.    

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Could not have put it any better better Katie, you have perfectly said it there, i can say cliche things but keep strong, always here for you hun. you can learn to not to listen to this man, this man is not right on the stuff he says, if you work on yourself and keep telling yourself good things the man may go away one day, keep strong. love. Shaz. xxx
cynthiadean
cynthiadean

I also have some one who visits me inside my head, but its a little girl, she does not like me, she says my fat, worthless, that I cant do anything right.When sometimes goes wrong in my life, she is the one who tells me to self harm, shes likes it if I cut my hair, if I have not done enough, she wont shut up till I do more, then she says it likes pretty. Can you see this man? I can see the little girl, I was also told to give her a name,when I did she told me to fuck off, so I gave her another which she likes. I would love to hear more from you.