DAY 5

I havent gambled for 5 days. I havent had any money since then. I deserve a better life than this one. It SUCKS to struggle constantly. It sucks to be a gambler. I am borrowing money from Mom so i can go to Denver tomorrow to see my only grandbaby on hhi first Christmas.  Im 50 years old and should be supporting myself instead of this crap. I told my husband no more casinos and he agreed. We used to have a good or better life than this.
Lisa