I thought I'd write today about how much better my life has been since not gambling. My self worth is back. My stress level is WAY lower. I have money saved and in my purse. If i need something i can go get it without having to pawn or sell something. I have been saving up for the past 2 payday to go see my son and, grandbaby after hes born, in Denver the first week of june. I will have enough saved by then to have a nice trip. I know if i was still gambling, I wouldn't have a cent to my name, ever. Much less have any saved. Also if i were still in action, it would cconsume my life again to the point of living and breathing it. I can never ever ever go back there. Its a nightmare that lurks in the back of my mind now. I will be just fine this time around. Love, Lisa